It was one of those Steaming piping Hot days after a heavy downpour..
I felt I was the sizzler, Earth was preparing for Brunch
I was crossing the road, in a rush to reach the Morning Mass well within time..
As a firm believer in procrastination, I always start prancing around at 10.25 for a 10.30 am mass..
..Out of the blue, like a lightening bolt, Migraine hit me..
I couldn't breathe..was blinded with pain, I tried to shield myself from the rays of the sun,
the screeching horns right into my ears..
It was so intense that I was paranoid and wanted to be run over at the same time..
Those are times, when pain overpowers the desire to live..to fight back the pain..
I cried..I shrieked..I think it was in my own head..cuz no sound escaped me..Confused and way out of balance I stumbled and crouched on the corner of the road..
I don't even remember if I was in a safe place or not..
and there it was..
a gentle breeze..like invisible hands, caressing my hair..I felt as if it was holding me up, in an embrace...A hug enveloping me from the blinding sun and muffling the noise I thought was trying to kill me..
There was a rustle and all the trees on my path swayed.. for that moment I wasn't on the crowded streets..
There were no horns..no hurting voices...just the wind and a bird chirping away as its song soothed me..It flew in front of me..till I reached the church..
That day the mics in the church stopped functioning and couldn't be repaired throughout the duration of the mass..I found a seat with plenty of breeze and I heard the lady next to me..gushing about the sudden cascade of breeze..
The entire time I felt a comforting hug holding on to me..
The pain with lesser intensity restored after I reached home..Safely.
Some might call it.. a flurry of delusion,shot by my brain as a defense response to migraine..but this has never happened before..others call it miracle or personification of Ma Nature..
All I know, that it was something that triggered..when for a brief minuscule moment..
I wished to live..
Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart. ^~^
C, Thank you for this . . .
I felt I was the sizzler, Earth was preparing for Brunch
I was crossing the road, in a rush to reach the Morning Mass well within time..
As a firm believer in procrastination, I always start prancing around at 10.25 for a 10.30 am mass..
..Out of the blue, like a lightening bolt, Migraine hit me..
I couldn't breathe..was blinded with pain, I tried to shield myself from the rays of the sun,
the screeching horns right into my ears..
It was so intense that I was paranoid and wanted to be run over at the same time..
Those are times, when pain overpowers the desire to live..to fight back the pain..
I cried..I shrieked..I think it was in my own head..cuz no sound escaped me..Confused and way out of balance I stumbled and crouched on the corner of the road..
I don't even remember if I was in a safe place or not..
and there it was..
a gentle breeze..like invisible hands, caressing my hair..I felt as if it was holding me up, in an embrace...A hug enveloping me from the blinding sun and muffling the noise I thought was trying to kill me..
There was a rustle and all the trees on my path swayed.. for that moment I wasn't on the crowded streets..
There were no horns..no hurting voices...just the wind and a bird chirping away as its song soothed me..It flew in front of me..till I reached the church..
That day the mics in the church stopped functioning and couldn't be repaired throughout the duration of the mass..I found a seat with plenty of breeze and I heard the lady next to me..gushing about the sudden cascade of breeze..
The entire time I felt a comforting hug holding on to me..
The pain with lesser intensity restored after I reached home..Safely.
Some might call it.. a flurry of delusion,shot by my brain as a defense response to migraine..but this has never happened before..others call it miracle or personification of Ma Nature..
All I know, that it was something that triggered..when for a brief minuscule moment..
I wished to live..
Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart. ^~^
C, Thank you for this . . .
Comments
And you really need to be careful about your health!!!
Come to think of it..Either I am powerfully delusional or Universe keeps looking out for me ^~^
I love you crazy brain/Nature Universe God..Life!!!
I will take care..don't worry..On second thoughts.. Nature hai na..(sheepish grin)..ok ok..Kidding..Proomish I will take care ..(Halo Grin)
Usha, Glad you connected with the post:)
Bhavya, I am good now. Thank you.. U identified it right.. that's exactly what kept me together :')
Kathy
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